Sunday, December 29, 2013

Missionary Package: Christmas

I had SO much fun putting this package together!
It was tiring, and tedious, but I am rather please with the way it turned out and it was a whole lot of fun :)
 
THE BOX:
My strategy for this package was to avoid crazy shipping costs by getting a small box and just jam packing everything possible in it. Mission accomplished. I lined the bottom of the box with Christmassy scrapbook paper and the sides with polka dots. I painted the box red and made a "Merry Christmas" banner for when he opened it! It was perfect for the box shape. I'm not sure how I would do that in a box with 4 flaps. Another smart box idea that I didn't think of is getting a flat rate box from the post office. I was kicking myself for a while once the pounds started adding up, but it all worked out pretty well for me. 
 
Gatorade (aka Priesthood PowerAde)
Chapstick
Tic-Tacs (Missionaries can't chew gum)
Hot coco with candy canes
 
Fruit snacks
Goldfish
Beef Jerky

Snickers
Starburst
M&M's
 
Sheet music for Love Story by Taylor Swift
and I Can Show You The World from Disney movie Aladdin
3 bookmarks
-Missionary quotes
-A poem
-My favorite scriptures
 
More "Open When" letters. I made these a couple months back but decided against sending them all at once because I am almost positive Joseph would just sit on his bed and open letter after letter until he had read them all haha! So I space them out, sending a few at a time:) You can find "Open When" letter post here. Making the letters was my favorite part of the whole package. Some of the topics were:
-When you're having companion problems
-When you need a good laugh
-When you're bored
-When you need to feel uplifted
-When you are discouraged
-When you feel like reminiscing
It was so fun writing these! For all of the letters I prayed for guidance on what to write and say. Especially the spiritual ones. It was really uplifting for me as I felt the spirit guiding me what to say, scriptures to share, talks to print out, testimony to bare. It was such a cool experience.
 
Warm socks for the winter months
Lint roller
Hand sewn Hand Warmers.
I just sewed two square pieces of material, flipped it inside out so the seams weren't shown and filled them with rice before stitching them up completely. You can also fill them with oats and they will work the same. You pop them in the microwave for a minute or two and they will stay warm for up to a couple hours! Just slip them in your pockets and they will keep them nice and toasty:)
 

This was the final product before I shipped it away.
I put the letters in the box and wrapped almost everything because I thought it would be fun for him to have something he could actually open on Christmas morning.
Everything has a cheesy saying to go along with it, if you couldn't read them in the pictures just leave a comment on this post and I will send them to you:)
I loved putting this together and any of my ideas are free to be used!
Goodluck!
 
All my love, Lauren.

Saturday, December 28, 2013

Just Another Missionary Post

I love the girls I follow on my blog.
I've never met them, but have you ever had that silly connection with someone totally random?
Yea. That's me with them.
They are all super great and I love them.
One of the gals I follow is Aleigh.
I have followed her blog for almost a year now and I FELL IN LOVE WITH HER.
She is the craftiest, sweetest, most fun person ever :)
And no I have never met her but who says I can't think she's awesome?
She has definitely had an influence on my life.
So this post has to do with missionaries.
Sweet Aleigh has a missionary who is coming home in just a few days and I'm crazy excited for her!
For no good reason at all, except for the fact that
1) They are crazy in love and adorable
2) She is proof girls CAN wait for missionaries
3) I have been following her story and can't wait for him to finally be home!
4) I love happy endings :)
 
And what a happy ending this will be.
Check out her blog and her story with her sweet love :)
She posts more and more of their story once a month and I am always left on the edge of my seat.
 
 
 
 
 
 
Oh, and I have a couple ideas I'm working on for y'all.
A post about running,
Joseph's Christmas package,
a Young Women Project
just to name a few :)
 
All my love, Lauren.

Monday, December 9, 2013

5 Things

Hey there!
 
 
No need to say I have a really hard time keeping up with myself haha.
Stuff magically piles up...
And where did the time go?
I keep nagging myself to blog, then it takes a friend to nudge me back into it;)
So to get back into the swing, I will list 5 things and bombard you with pictures.
 
 
1. Track season is starting and ohhhhh how bitter sweet haha. Say goodbye to after school naps and hello to sore aching bodies, but it is so worth it. I love what I am doing, but I feel like I know NOBODY in track. Everybody has their own friends and I didn't really branch out last year either. So trying to make friends:) Trying to get back in shape(I thought I already was!?!?!?)
 
 
2. Joseph(because no blog post would be complete without mentioning him, right?) I get a kick out of his stories. Apparently it is totally possible for the inside of your nose to freeze;) Monday emails can't come quick enough.
 
 
3. My friend, Dorian, is getting baptized on the 21st! NO WAY!!! Everyone is so excited because he has been investigating the church forever... Really, though. Has it been 6 or 7 years? I am sooo excited! This is news of a lifetime. I am so excited for him to receive the constant companionship of The Holy Ghost and receive the blessings of The Temple. I'm beyond excited. Maybe even more than Dorian.
 
 
4. I was a vegetarian for 6 years and just started eating meat a few months ago. Boy did I miss out. Cheeseburgers are the best haha. And bacon. And biscuits and gravy is SO much better with sausage. Chicken noodle soup too.
 
 
5. Which brings me to my last topic. I have been sick for going on my... 7th or 8th week now? Fevers, chills, coughs, head aches, nausea, I've seen it all. Gosh dang. Pray for me guys because I'm sick of it. (Pun totally intended)
 
 
Life lately, in pictures.....
 
Finally finished this painting! I'm really proud of it.

Priest and Laurel South Stake Temple trip!

Las Vegas temple


Beautiful and crazy hard hike on a mountain over looking the entire city!:)
 
 
 
I think that's all for now:)
All my love, Lauren.


Monday, October 28, 2013

An Unusually Gloom Day

Today I am discouraged.
I'm packed with work and things I need to get done and I straight up don't feel like doing them.
I miss Joseph. Sigghhh.
I haven't gotten a letter in 2 weeks, but he did send me a bunch of pictures!
Which resulted in tears.
Happy tears and also frustration.
I'm feeling like laying in bed listening to Home by Blake Shelton on replay and doing nothing with myself all night.
Which would be an awful idea because I have 2 essays to write and a lesson to prepare for seminary tomorrow.
Maybe I will just eat a whole row of Oreos and get on with my life haha!
Anyone feel free to cheer me up on this unusually gloom day :)
All my love, Lauren.

Friday, October 25, 2013

Come What May and Love It

I'm sure all you people are wondering if I even use this thing anymore!
And I'm wondering if I remember how to
But hey, I'm blogging again so that's better then nothing.
So crazy past couple of weeks I don't even know where to begin to summarize so I will just share the good stuff:)
 
I put some stuff together for my friend, Elder Starsi Scherf!
It's for his Christmas package which I actually had to get together like ASAP because shipping takes 2 months. So I made up a Christmas Story Scripture chase, put it some hot chocolate and water flavoring stuff to invite the holiday spirit and make the water taste a little better down there :) I gave him a lint roller, a tie, and some hand warmers that I sewed myself! Ahh yes, I sewed myself. I'm super proud of that lol even though they are just super basic pouches filled with rice that you stick in the microwave and nuke for a minute. That was really fun for me to make :)
 
I finished my school's quarterly grading period with a 3.8!!!!WHAT!!!
I know this probably doesn't seem like a big deal, but for me, it was. especially because I took up such a challenging schedule this year. I am feeling really proud of myself!
 
I have been pretty productive with my Autumn Bucketlist!
Doing all sorts of fun things and it really does feel like Fall:)
 
Gen Conf talks SAVE MY LIFE!
I've substituted the times I would listen to music with General Conference talks and I never want to go back. Now it's definitely my preference to listen to talks over music! My whole day is noticeably better and more uplifting. If I actually don't get to slip my headphones in and listen to a talk for two during the day I feel deprived of the spirit! It's amazing!!!
So I think I will leave you guys with my favorite talk of maybe all time, here.
 
All my love, Lauren. :)
 
 
 


Saturday, October 5, 2013

Getting Down to Business

My life is kind of a mess haha. Literally.
I'm cleaning everything.
It seems like everyone in my family has been 10x busier than usual... and 10x messier..
Anyways I'm pretty sick of living in a pig-sty.
Today I washed all my bed sheets and comforter.
Got a mound of laundry done.
Cleaned every dish
Wiped off every counter what seemed to be 100x
Does anyone else notice that counters/tables cant stay clean?
And I yard saled and got rid of a bunch of junk.
I have a list of things I still need to get done.
Buuuuutttt, I thought if I blogged about it, someone might hold me accountable if I don't follow through with this project ;)
 
All my love, Lauren.
 
Ps. As a reward for cleaning and organizing everything in my life I am redecorating my room.
Yayyyyy!!
 


Saturday, September 28, 2013

Autumn Is In The Air


So I woke up this morning and it was cold out.
Is this for reals?
Out here in Vegas the weather "cool-down" is a pretty big thing cause you know, it's like finally cool enough for us to go outside.
Anyways, I opened all the windows and doors and let that cool air blow right in,
and I have been in the fall mood ever since.
 
So during the summer I made a "Summer Bucketlist"
and it was SO MUCH FUN.
Whenever friends were bored they would call me up and asked what needed to be done on my list so we always had something to do.
It made me way more productive at accomplishing things, and I almost got all of it done!
So I thought, "Why not make a fall list?"
So I did.
 
Ya ya ya, I'm super cliché I know, but this is a Autumn Bucketlist after all, isn't it?
 
 
 
 
  Autumn  Bucketlist
Go to a pumpkin patch

Go to the orchard
Farmers Market
Carve pumpkins
Eat Smores
Bonfire
Fall Photoshoot
Haunted Houses
Make Chili
Have a Bonfire
Go shooting
Make a Fall craft
Picnic
Go on a nature walk/hike
Go to a football game
Bake pies and other fall goodies
Attend a fall festival
Go to Bonnie Springs/Petting zoo
Spend a day in the library
Scavenger Hunt
Harry Potter movie marathon
Make a pumpkin recipe
Go on a day trip
Service Project
Make bird food pinecones
Make a banner of things family is grateful for
Spring Autumn Cleaning
Scary stories
Feed ducks
Knit/Sew something
Paint something Fall inspired
Fall/Winter Garden

Make homemade Butter Beer
 
 
 
 
Feel free to use any ideas :)
Tis' the season!
All my love, Lauren.

Sunday, September 22, 2013

A Letter, A Cupcake, And A Random Question

Sooooo I have been feeling pretty guilty about this blog thing lately haha.
I've neglected blogging for the past couple weeks for y'all's sake because nothing has really happened since that super embarrassing rainbow post... and I haven't had anything in particular to rant about, but THEN today I realized I actually do have something to say.
So..
I will start off with the best news. Joseph!
Guess who got herself a letter!?
THIS GIRL
And I have read it about 10x and I'm just happy he is safe and doing well!
He's in CO and hasn't been effected by the flooding which is good news!
And he set 2 dates to met with investigators!
I'm really proud of him and so excited for him because well he's excited and has been waiting to be a missionary for-everrrrrrrr.
So I'm feeling pretty happy about that.
Plus I just love to hear from him!
Every letter or email cheers up me week.
 
 
I made 2 dozen cupcakes for my stake's fair this weekend and it was so fun!
a)I love to bake
b)I love my stake
c)I was in charge of (cup)cake walk
It was a good time.
Seriously working the cake walk was so much fun.
I had 3 of my favorite things, kidos, Disney music, and cupcakes and it was a blast.
I was going to post the cupcake recipe on here for some people asking... but it isn't even my recipie so just use good ol' google and type in heath bar cupcakes if you want to make them haha.
I'm so lazy.

 
Look how pretty they were though!
 
 
 
RaNdOm ThOuGhT
If red, yellow, and blue are primary colors..... How do they make things those colors.....?
 
Feel free to answer if you know the answer
And that's about it!
Until we meet again,
All my love, Lauren.

PS. Oh and a good quote by Neal A. Maxwell "Beware not to get caught in the thick of the thin things.." I thought those were incrediblely wise words.


Monday, September 9, 2013

A Super Duper Trippy Hippie Post

So ya know all that rain I was telling you we were getting?
Well today it produced the most insanely amazing full double rainbow and sunset.
I think I had a trippy hippie double rainbow moment, but that's ok because I think just about everyone did.
And it was totally trippy hippie moment worthy.
I don't think I have ever seen ANYTHING so beautiful in my entire life it was just incredible.
Let me explain for a moment.
Full on double rainbow that stretched from end to end in the sky.
AND IT WAS SO VIVID MY GOSH.
Ok haha now I'm sounding a little trippy hippie.
I will just show you some pictures because they will be able to show you way better then I could ever tell you.
 




 
 
 
It was beautiful.
I just laid in the grass during my run and marveled.
I may have even cried a little.
Oh my gosh this is all too embarrassing, but really guys I couldn't have been the only one.
It was a truly spiritual experience.
I am so grateful for this beautiful world God has created for me.
 
All my love, Lauren.
 
ps. Oh and btw if you don't get my "trippy hippie" reference go onto YouTube NOW, don't walk, run and go look up double rainbow hippie. Hilarious.

Sunday, September 8, 2013

Playing Catch Up

I know, I know, this post is sooooo over due.
But, life is busy, and that's a good thing.
 
Anyways, I am a Junior now!
As lame as it sounds, I really do feel a ton older.
Although I am as positive as positive can be I want to go to BYUI filling out all the college recruit letters is really fun haha!
Makes me feel official ;)
The first 2 weeks of school were crazzzzzyyy.
It never fails, I always get "those" teachers.
The unorganized ones who are mean and scary that everyone in the school avoids at all possible costs.
Yup. Without fail, I always get um.
Buuuuuut, I got a couple *cough* 5 *cough* schedule changes and not things are looking pretty good.
I'm happy with it.
And the really great thing is now that all my friends are driving we go every Friday to get food after school
Haha. We call it Food Friday. I'm so clever.
So there's that. This year really is going to be a bundle of fun:)
 
 
 
And........ Joseph hit his 1 month mark!
Yayyyyy.
Here's a pre mish picture to commemorate.
But mostly because I am sad and miss my bestfriend and look at old photos way too much.
Enjoy!
 
This one is sooooo awkward haha I love it
 
 
 
 
Today in church they had the Laurels teach and the topic was virtue.
You know when you feel like you know what you want to say but then you get all emotional and flustered and it comes out all wrong?
Yea, hi. You are my people.
Trust me, I even had it all written down but between my messy hand writing and teary blurred vision I lost it all.
But, I've been periodically sobbing all day and think I have finally got my thoughts together,
hopefully I will get this out a little better.
And if not, well, I'll just delete it ;)
Ok. Virtue.
By definition it means behavior showing high moral standards.
But broken down and with lots of thought it means sooooo much more.
I feel like it's a constant topic in Young Women's class of you have to be prepared for your future husband which yayaya is great but honestly I am soooo sick of hearing.
Literally every time it is brought up I cringe a little, especially with the topic of virtue.
Maybe that's why I got flustered, because this lesson I prepared on virtue got tuned into a "Ladies, you have to be virtuous so you can find a virtuous guy" Then I look around and see all the mortified Beehive's faces.
To me, virtue is the ultimate quality of Christ.
Yes, you need to marry someone good. It is one of the (if not the) most important decisions in this Earthly life.
But so many people never get married, or like my Mom, you marry a good guy and he goes astray.
I could probably ask any woman, "Do you love your husband?" ... yes
"Is he the most perfect love for you?" .... yes
"When you married him did all the world become perfect, did every temptation go away, was there no more trial or suffering ever because you married the man of your dreams?" ...
HEEYYCK TO THE NO.
You could marry the prophet and still have struggles!
Look at Lehi and Sariah, he was the prophet! And did she still murmur? Yes.
Struggles and trials do not just go away because you are married to a great man.
This is where virtue comes in.
The MOST important relationship in your life should be the one you have with Heavenly Father and Christ.
And know this is all my opinion.
But I have shared with you guys multiple times how terrified I was that when Joseph left I felt like standing on my own would be hard.
-And it has been, but it has been the GREATEST blessing I do not think I am capable of explaining.
My testimony of The Atonement, Prophets, Book of Mormon, My Savior, God, has been elevated so much.
Through study of The Book of Mormon I have determined political views, and morals which will help me stand when the going gets rough.
It's The Book of Mormon that will help you become like Christ and obtain virtue, not a husband.
This topic was obviously for me because I learned so much.
 
 
 
 
I feel bad ending this post on such a heavy note so it's been really rainy and wet here and I enjoy that.
I stopped running for about a month, then started back up to train with a friend for a race, and phew it's hard getting back into it haha, but I love running!
I went out early Saturday morning and ran up a mountain to see the sunrise, then I laid in the grass for a while pondering.
I know it totally sounds like I wasn't running much, but I ran a lot haha.
I just took advantage of the super peaceful moment and took a break.
Here are some photos I took while running!
 



 
Yes, Las Vegas really is just 1 big ol' dust hole.
But I kinda secretly love it.
 
 
All my love, Lauren.


Friday, August 23, 2013

A Lot To Say About Nothing

It's been an eventful week, and a difficult week.
And I have a lot to say, about nothing in particular.
Just a lot to say.
 
First of all, I had no idea how big of a cheese ball I am.
My humor, taste in movies, romance.
I am oh so cheesy.
And you know what?
No regrets.
I love being cheesy, I love watching romantic comedies in my pj's and crying in all the sad parts and practically jumping up and down cheering in all the kissing parts.
Yes. Now you all know.
I'm one of those girls, but ahhh do I love it.
So sweet!
 
 
McKenzie.
My best friend.
The one I go to with all my good and bad.
LET ME NOT EXAGGERATE WHEN I SAY I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE I WOULD BE WITHOUT HER.
She teaches me so much and she is so smart.
Probably the smartest person I have ever met.
And yesterday she left for college.
Uhh, it aches to say goodbye.
But Provo, you're lucky.
I've been saying goodbye a lot lately and I don't think I can take one more.
Here are some pictures of us, and my favorite memories with her.
And then the dreaded goodbye. :(
 


 









 


 
 
Being sick is awful.
I seem to have had EVERYTHING wrong with me lately.
Infections, cough, migraines, achiness, "that time of the month"
You name it, I've had it.
And accompanied by an awful rash was an awful sigh of depression.
I think I was just so sick and stressed out I lost my mind for a couple days there haha.
But with a trip to the temple and some support from great friends and family I made it through!
I'm just done with being sick.
Getting better and on the road to recovery!
 
I got this nifty planner and I am way too excited about it.
It's purple and has lilacs on the inside.
I has a monthly calendar and DAILY!
I keep looking at it and flipping through the pages and it brings me SO MUCH JOY.
LIKE I CAN'T EVEN. I'M SO HAPPY.
But I can't use it until the 2014.
Life is hard.
 
Advice Corner: Everything happens for a reason.
I know I'm a broken record and it's so cliché but seriously guys.
Everything. Happens. For. A. Reason.
I'll share something personal.
This week 2 am I was miserable.
One of the worst pains I have ever experienced.
It was physical, emotional, physiological, spiritual pain.
Everything ached I can't even explain.
And I prayed and felt pretty angry.
I didn't feel relief when all I wanted was comfort.
But I needed to feel that pain.
Gosh I had to, because the very next day I experienced the most beautiful miracle that I would have never been able to witness if I hadn't survived the pain from the night before.
God answers all prayers, but He has His own timetable.
Trust in it.
Endure it.
And He is waiting to bless you.
My testimony burns tonight.
1 Nephi 20:10
Alma 40: 23
 
Phew writing that took a lot out of me.
I look at the title of my post and laugh because it should probably say
"A Lot To Say About Everything"
but I'm too lazy to change it :);)
So oh well
All my love, Lauren :)
 
 


Sunday, August 18, 2013

He Hears My Prayers

Heavenly Father hears my prayers, and He answers me.
Gosh I have no idea how this is all going to come out!
So I will just be blunt and get on with it.
 
Elder Joseph Rosequist.
Not a day goes by I don't miss him, but today I reeeeaaalllllyyyy missed him
The past couple days I participated in an eagle project and a private school in town and it was great, but the whole weekend my heart ached and missed him.
We have so many memories there.
We did an eagle project there last year, and he used to go to that school so there's pictures of him on like every wall..... Or it just seemed like there was.
Anyways, the past couple days I've just missed him.
I've wished he was here.
I'm so proud of him serving a mission, but who wants to say goodbye to a great friend for 2 years?
So last night I prayed.
I prayed I could feel close to him and receive comfort.
I prayed that I could have peace and more than anything just a connection with him.
So I went to church like normal and it was a great day.
I came home and napped and then made dinner for the missionaries coming over.
Our Elders just transferred and we got Sister missionaries!
It was our first Sunday with them(and my first time ever meeting them)
And for some CRAZY reason, I felt prompted to ask if one of the sisters had ever met Elder Rosequist. (She just got out of the MTC)
AND SURE ENOUGH....
 
Yes! She had met Joseph!
AHHHHHHHHHHH
They sat next to eachother at orientation and had met again in the mail room!
And of course she told me allllll about how great and impressed by him she was.
I told y'all he would be the best missionary.
And we talked about him, and it was just what I needed.
It was just what God knew I needed.
I know for a fact that this was an answer to my prayers!
It was just so cool.
 
And that's not the only answer I have got to prayers lately.
It's everything.
It's in every breathe.
In every step I can see The Lord's hand in my life.
There's a short poem here that I love.
It totally describes my life lately.
I am what He gives me, and I am so grateful that He has been so generous.
 
All my love, Lauren.
 
 

Wednesday, August 14, 2013

Music To My Ears

I seriously love music.
I know, who doesn't?
But today I just felt like publicly giving thanks for it.
I don't express my gratitude enough, especially for all the little things that I love so much.
Like lavender, dusk and dawn, the lines on the carpet after vacuuming.
But especially music today.
I mean, it's pretty much what has gotten me through this past month of my life.
And I like all music, even though I consider myself a country music junkie.
I love some good Broadway, MoTab, and Metal too.
I pretty much can find music in any genre that I like...... with the exception to rap.
But hey, I'm not close minded to it. If I hear some rap that I like-well, I guess I will like it.
Anyways, here's the playlist I have most recently set my life to.
I will put a star by the really really good stuff ;) but check it all out if your heart desires!
 
 
All my love, Lauren.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 


Monday, August 12, 2013

Goodbye Arizona

This past weekend I got to spend in Arizona with the best family anyone could ever ask for.
Grandma and Grandpa, all the cousins, Aunts and Uncles.
It was such a great mini family reunion.
I flew back home yesterday and ever since my heart has ached.
I know I'm only a state a way and an hour flight, but they feel so far.
And I'm a bit jealous all my cousins get to grow up together, date together, go to school with one another and be best friends.
I'm feeling a little like the forgotten relative over here, but oh well.
I wouldn't trade all my friends and cool people I've met here in dusty ol' Nevada for anything.
But I do want to share with you all some picture of my wonderful time in Arizona.
It really was wonderful.
 
This is my sister Lindsey and I on that super rickety and scary plane. It was making all sorts of really freaky noises.
 
This is what I come home to in Arizona. Miles and miles of strait up farm land, cows, and tractors.
 
This is me holding a 1700nFrench style musket complete with bayonet. This was soooooo cool.
 
That's my really great sun burn I got after only being in Arizona a day.
It was totally worth it though because I floated the river with my cousins and we all got crispy burnt together.
 
Here are all the older cousins playing BS together. I think I have FINALLY discovered how you win.
I can thank my cousin Trevor for the helpful tip.
He's the cute toe head blonde sitting closest to the camera on the right hand side.
 
This is the sunset on the last day. So pretty.

And this has nothing to do with my trip to Arizona, but just a picture of Lindsey and I doing a late night shave ice run. Oh and my dog Roxy. See if you can spot her!
 
 
So I'm really really bummed we spent the whole weekend having so much fun that we forgot to take a big group family picture. Grrrrr, I'm going to be kicking myself for that one forever!
Not to mention the really bad quality of the pictures in this post.
Curse my shaking hand!
Oh well, nothing to do about it now!
But all in all my weekend get away was just what I needed.
I miss my family.
I love my family.
And with that being said I will return again soon.
 
All my love, Lauren.


Tuesday, August 6, 2013

Enduring Love

I'm sorry I seem to have so much to say lately.
A couple weeks ago the missionaries in my ward showed me a Mormon Message.
They warned me that I might cry (Not a shock because I cry at everything), but boy is this powerful.
I was writing my bestfriend tonight who is on his mission and I remembered this video.
I had to share it with you guys.
 
 
Isn't that beautiful.
I love the scripture they opened the video with..."Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the church, and gave himself for it." -Ephesians 5:25
That's what got the water works going and gets me every time.
 
While I hope that as I grow old I can remain healthy, I know that things happen that aren't planned.
And you can't control the situation or the circumstances, but you can control how you handle them.
And lets talk about how sweet that husband was.
I feel like no matter how much I say no compliment could do him justice.
I guess writing my bestfriend reminded me of this video because I can picture his parents.
Both of them are very much healthy, but the kind of love that was displayed in this video is that of the love they have.
The love I hope to someday have.
And I know I can have if my life and marriage is centered around Christ and the gospel.
 
Anyways, I'm glad I could share. I love that video so much.
 
All my love, Lauren.


A New Light

I'm well aware I sound like a broken record, but everyday I learn something new.
New about myself or about life.
I'm beginning to understand who I am. A tiny part of who I am, because I think life isn't "discovering" who you are it's inch by inch making decisions and choosing who you are going to be, but anyways I'm rambling and just going to get to the point.
 
1. God will never leave you comfortless. NEVER. He is bound by covenant that if you are faithful and ask for His help He literally cannot and will never deny you.
 
 
2. Forgiveness doesn't have to be a 2 way thing. Stop holding onto grudges because you are only hurting yourself. Honestly the person you are mad at could blatantly not give two craps how you feel about them, but you know who cares? You. Do what's right and what you can to fix things and then let it go. It's not hurting anyone but yourself. And if you don't forgive others you can't be forgiven.
 
 
3. I always consider myself to be afraid of commitment, but I actually think the opposite is true. Recently having something I love dearly being ripped away from me, I want love more than anything else. I just want something and anything to cling onto. Maybe my being afraid of commitment was just mistaken from fear of committing to the wrong person, because it couldn't be anymore more clear than it is now how badly I just want to feel secure in the right things.
 
And that's a wrap.
All my love, and good night. Lauren

Monday, August 5, 2013

Goodbye July!

I'm not going to lie, July sucked. And I am absolutely thrilled it's over.
Even though I look back now and the whole month felt like 5 minutes.
It's August now, and I put my big girl pants on, did my hair and makeup, then turned on some good country music to get ready to and I'm not going to lie it feels good to feel sassy.
July I decided to take a break from blogging for the fear that I would rant and say something unfiltered. BUT I'M BACK! I'm sure you were all dying to hear from me.
 
 
So what's new lately?
I've been feeling extra crafty sewing all kinds of stuff.
So far I have made pocket warmers for my friends serving missions and for the cold winter months, a turban wrap headband, and an infinity scarf.
Woohoo! Not to mention working on that big "Open when" Letter project!
 
 
School starts in under a month. Is this real life?
Am I really going to finally be an upper classman?
Last year I didn't go to a single sports event, so I'm changing that this year.
Count on seeing me in the stands for just about every sport because I really missed that this past year. I have already been in high school 2 years and hardly have had any high school experiences.
Probably because I have had the "I just cant get out of here sooner" attitude, but I', changing that this year. I want to be happy more.
I want to enjoy school, I want to make friends, make memories, and have fun.
 
 
The job hunt is on.
I really really want and need a job, yet again... I don't want a job.
Ughh. I've applied a couple places but so far nothing. Really crossing my fingers for Einstein Bagels.
 
 
When is it going to start cooling off?
I can't take this summer heat much longer.
 
 
I've spent the past two years on my life in jeans and t-shirts.
If somebody asked me what my style is I would say comfortable. Haha is that a style?
But, going back to what I said about making this school year different.... I actually want to get dressed for this year. And if I get a job..... I may actually have money to buy nice things haha.
Really praying for that job.
So I have been on Pinterest trying to discover my "style"
and I have discovered that I like preppy and simplistic clothing.
I'm not a flashy neon color, high low skirt, maxi dress wearing girl.
I like polos, and sweaters over button ups, and sperrys.
If you can't tell I'm starting to get really excited about discovering my fashion identity.
 
 
 
So I think I have covered all the bases.
This blog post was all about trying to play catch up so sorry if I bored you to death, but I promise I have a month of really really good blog ideas coming your way soon.
So stay tuned!
 
 
 
All my love, Lauren.

Tuesday, July 9, 2013

Mail for Missionaries

Is it seriously July already? SERIOUSLY!?
You all know that boy I seem to talk about a little too much? Yea well he leaves on his mission in what is it now.. 22 DAYS?
I thought I had more time, but let me tell you, it goes by fast.
Anyways, when I realized my time was cut so short to find Elder Rosequist a gift before he left I about had a heart attack.
I want something that he will actually be able to use and not just sit on his night stand until the next transfer.
I want to give his something that will make him laugh and cry and feel a little bit more at home!
It can't be heavy or bulky because he has to lug it around for 2 years.
Everyone will be getting him ties.
So that's when it hit me ya'll, and thank goodness for Pinterest...
"Open When..." Letters!
If you don't know what Open When letters are they are letters you write ahead of time and label then "Open When..... (fill in occasion)"
A couple of my ideas were:
-you are sick
-you leave the MTC
-need encouragement
-the weather is bad
-you are home sick
-miss me
-you need a pump of patriotism
-you need to be uplifted
-you get your first baptism
-you need a good laugh
-you have 6 months left
-its the last day of your mission
 
 
 
And to make this idea even cuter! This is where Pinterest comes in Make your own envelopes!
I swear to you it's totally worth it!
They come out soooooooooo cute! And I'm going to show you how to do it!
Thank me later.
 

Start with a store bought envelope that is the size you want your envelopes to turn out. This is going to be your template.

 
Next break the seams on the envelope and unfold it.
 
 
Place the envelope on the construction paper, scrapbook paper, cardstock, or whatever you used. I used a mix of cardstock and scrapbook paper for cute designs.
 
 
Then trace the envelope, make sure when you are tracing you trace very sharp corners and straight lines. If you mess up the markings retrace or when you fold it back up it may not fit together right.
 
 
 
It will look like this when you're done tracing.
 
 
 
Next cut your trace again with very sharp edges.
 
 
 
Voila! Now it's time to fold!
 
 
I always start folding with the bottom flap (the one with a dull edge.) Then each of the side flaps. This is tricky, so make sure when you are folding the flaps over they line up perfectly.
Glue where the arrow lines are then press over onto the middle flap. You can use liquid glue, a glue stick, mod podge, or a hot glue gun which is what I used. I just think it's sturdier and less messy.
 
 
And there you have your envelope!



  I even got a little bit witty with my envelope design choice. I'm using this one for the patriotic letter.

 
... And this one for "The Last Letter" Haha! Sometimes I think I'm so funny!
 
 
 
 
 
To fill the envelopes I filled some(most) with letters. I filled some with talks and uplifting quotes.
Stories or inside jokes.
I plan on putting a tie in one so he can spruce up his wardrobe when it's needed.
And a little bit of spending money when his guy appetite needs to be fed.
You can use these "Open When" letters for a missionary or just for cute cardstock, but feel free to use any of my ideas!
 
 
All my love, Lauren