A Super Duper Trippy Hippie Post

So ya know all that rain I was telling you we were getting?

Well today it produced the most insanely amazing full double rainbow and sunset.

I think I had a trippy hippie double rainbow moment, but that's ok because I think just about everyone did.

And it was totally trippy hippie moment worthy.

I don't think I have ever seen ANYTHING so beautiful in my entire life it was just incredible.

Let me explain for a moment.

Full on double rainbow that stretched from end to end in the sky.

AND IT WAS SO VIVID MY GOSH.

Ok haha now I'm sounding a little trippy hippie.

I will just show you some pictures because they will be able to show you way better then I could ever tell you.

 

 

 

 

It was beautiful.

I just laid in the grass during my run and marveled.

I may have even cried a little.

Oh my gosh this is all too embarrassing, but really guys I couldn't have been the only one.

It was a truly spiritual experience.

I am so grateful for this beautiful world God has created for me.

 

All my love, Lauren.

 

ps. Oh and btw if you don't get my "trippy hippie" reference go onto YouTube NOW, don't walk, run and go look up double rainbow hippie. Hilarious.

Extreme Makeover Blog Edition

Boy.. I really didn't realize how ugly my blog was until I started venturing out more to check out others. I realized it was time for an upgrade. I'm still working on it, but I hope y'all can check it out and enjoy some of the new features!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Along the right side I added some picture of the most important things/ people in my life.

The LDS temple, nature, my best friend McKenzie who has influenced me so much.

The one, the only, Joseph. If you read this blog much you know how important he is.

Shoes, and my family. That is a lovely picture of my sister Lindsey and I on our last family vacation to Hawaii!

 

 

 

 

 

 

Over here under my labels I have made it so you guys can check out some of my favorite blogs!

There are many that I read but these are my usuals. And they are fantastic.

Go check them out.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

OVER HERE NOW!

Under my blog archive I have added some contacts!

They are links to my Pinterest, Instagram and a Q&A section.

So now you can follow me and become nice and familiar with my life and the things that occupy me.

Please check these out, I want to follow back and get to know my readers! :)

 

 

 

 

And that's about it! I'm working on it, so I hope my page isn't too much of a construction zone!

Thanks for bearing with me. :)

 

 

 

 

All my love, Lauren.

I think I like who I am becoming

I learn a little more about myself everyday. It happens slowly in bit and chunks, little things that come to my realization. Things are confirmed, and some things blow my mind.

Everyone has a concept of "who they are".

At least I thought I did, and maybe I did, but maybe I'm changing.

Maybe I'm growing. And that's not a bad thing.

 

 

If somebody had asked me 6 months ago to describe myself I probably would have said stubborn, head strong, independent. Some one who knows what they want and wont settle for less. Good at arguing, or making her point at least. Loud, outgoing, sometimes too bold.

 

I read this now and don't see me. They aren't bad qualities at all, some I wish I still acquired. It's just not me anymore.

 

 

Now I would describe myself as a bit quixotic. I keep to myself quite a lot, not because I am shy, but because I just don't speak unless there is something of worth to say.

I'm more hopeful and willing to work things out. I think a good word would be soft hearted. I am trying to be more understanding of people and their mistakes including my own. I've been trying to be less critical. People make mistakes and I've realized its not my job to judge them. I realized I need to love everyone, love them for their flaws, their talents, everything. Because God made them and everyone is perfect in His eyes. He gave everyone just what they need. When that clicked for me my whole mentality changed. A whole new part of my heart was opened up to love.

 

 

I notice the changes in small, quiet moments or self reflection.

Looking in the mirror with no one else around to observe.

Late in the night when my door is closed and I am kneeling in prayer.

Babysitting, holding a baby in my arms.

Walking home from the bus stop sometimes from school.

In the shower.

Walking through a friend's house admiring family pictures on the walls.

 

 

The youth theme of the year for my church is "Stand Ye In Holy Places."

It didn't click until this moment reflecting on all the places I was able to analyze myself and the changes. Each one of those places has become a spiritual action or place to me. I feel peace in those quiet moments and they are personal just for me.

And I think I am very lucky.

I'm thankful for the changes because I think I am becoming who Christ wants me to be.

 

 

 

 

 

I think I am becoming, who Christ wants me to be.

 

 

All my love, Lauren.

Stay Beautiful

Women are their own worst beauty critic. It's true, why do we pick at each little thing about our self that we don't like? Take a minute to watch this video, please. Absolutely incredible.

 

 

 

Good stuff, right? If you know me it's probably not too hard to imagine me crying right now. If that were me I probably would have talked about my less then flawless skin and Pinocchio nose. I probably would have thought about all the mornings I've looked in the mirror and felt sorry for what I saw. Women are their own worst beauty critic. But what if instead not looking in the mirror and seeing something we don't like we loved what we saw. What is we pushed all of the insecurities and negative thoughts out of our heads and saw our self as the world does? What if we saw our self for the beautiful daughters of God we are?

 

STOP degrading yourself, STOP judging yourself, STOP nit picking, STOP looking for flaws, STOP over working yourself, hurting yourself, and being something that you're not. You are perfect in the design God made you in. You are beautiful and you deserve to feel like you are.

 

Whether it's your hair, body, clothes, talents, whatever it is just STOP. Because you are only doing harm. Why spend another day at war with yourself. Be a little nicer, because the only person you should be trying to be better then- is the person you were yesterday. You are unique and were built to stand out that way, so be proud of who you are.

 

I promise to work harder and try more to accept myself. It's hard giving advice on a topic I need help on but we will do it together.

We are beautiful.

 

 

All my love, Lauren.